Virtually Gone

So, maybe it wasn't my Crohn's after all. After bloodtests, a CT scan, and a colonoscopy, the doctor says the only things that look "abnormal" are my blood kreatinin levels (kidney-related) and something on my CT scan that looks like there could be "gallbladder issues." Neither appeal to me. I should have treated my body better over all these years. My fear is that I'll be unable to retire into any kind of leisure, whether I have money or not, because I'll be fighting to stay alive. And that's not what I want to do. At least the pain of the past two weeks is considerably better now...virtually gone.